Reflections of a Lonely Mind

The emptiness of a four walled closure,
Washes over her, calming her nerves
Only to build pressure within that boils and bubbles
Temples throbbing, Fists clenched, Teeth gritted
Anger inside mounts to the heavens
And bangs those pearly gates.
She'sTurned down even by the angels that promise guidance

Lost and unafraid, too proud for submission
She makes her way through life
Struggling with the silence
That haunts her everyday, that smiles as she cries
That deafens as she screams
There is no point in fighting it,
For lonliness is a revered space .
It provides a peaceful retreat for the tired mind.
It is a haven for the restless soul.
And yet she's had her fill.

She craves interception that disrupts her natural order.
She wants to be stirred until her defenses are shattered.
She's ready to trade her quiet bliss for the voice of concern.
She's lonley and has faced that fact, despite her rigid independence.
It's time for a change. It's time for a change. It's time for a change.